Wednesday, March 30, 2011

The Big 18!

Well, I'm officially, legally an adult now.  The big 18!  So far it's not as bad as I thought :)

In celebration of life, I thought it'd be good to reflect on all God has done in my life.  Here is my testimony in a nutshell :)

Growing up in a Christian home, I learned about the Lord at a very young age.  When I was five years old, I asked my parents if I could become a Christian.  Praying with them that summer day, I gave my life over to Christ.  Though I don’t remember much about this life-changing event, I do remember that I knew I was a sinner, believed that He died on the cross for my sins, and that if I accepted His gift of forgiveness, I would go to heaven when I die.
In the years following, the Holy Spirit has confirmed this change in my heart by placing in me a desire to grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.  At the age of nine I was baptized as a declaration of my faith.
Several years later, my youth group went to a weekend event called Acquire the Fire.  This was when I first discovered my interest in missions.  Never before had I considered going on a mission trip, but at that moment I felt God’s call on my life.  Right away, I started online applications and talked to my parents about trips, but nothing seemed to be working out.  Eventually, I realized why.  What makes me think I can go to the other side of the world to show God’s love, if I can’t bravely talk about Him in my daily life at school?  I began praying about my attitude towards others and asking for opportunities to speak to people about God.  I made my greatest effort to shine for God, leading in my school’s Christian club and taking any chance I could to talk about Him with others.
When I next came across a mission trip opportunity, I began to pray.  Soon, everything began to fall into place.  God provided the money and prayer support that I needed, as well as a sense of comfort and peace to my parents and myself in knowing that this was His will.  God changed my life on that mission trip to Guatemala.  I saw people from a new perspective and realized how hungry people are for satisfaction in life; satisfaction that only comes from knowing Him.  This was the beginning of my desire to go into full time Christian ministry.
When I look back on the years since my salvation, I see how my relationship with God has evolved.  Being saved as a child, I am so grateful that He has protected me from going through this time without Him.  I have found that starting each day reading God’s word empowers, encourages, and challenges me.  He has become a bigger part of my life, someone that I enjoy talking to daily in prayer.    It is amazing how my understanding of Him has developed.  I can’t wait to see what He has in store for my future and am excited to get my hands dirty in His work. <3
That's my King.  I wonder do you know Him?

Monday, March 14, 2011

Overwhelmed . . . THE LORD HAS PROVIDED!

I, in this moment, am overwhelmed.  I don’t think there has ever been a moment in my life where I’ve been this speechless.   The Lord has provided.  As of an hour ago, my financial needs for Uganda are fulfilled.  God has brought in $3200 in two months!  If I ever had any doubts that He could bring in the money, they are long gone.  “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible” (Matthew 19:26).  The Lord has done the unthinkable; the unimaginable.  He has provided the means . . . and I am overwhelmed.  God has revealed where He wants to use me next, and I am ever so willing.  I have been praying that He would use me in His plan; that He would tell me where to go and what to do.  Sometimes I think I’m on the right track, but there isn’t always a bright neon flashing sign telling me “WRONG WAY” or vice versa.  This is my sign.  All this time I have felt like this is where God wants me; all this time, it has seemed like He has been working things out in my life for me to go on this trip and into further missions, but this is the bold, neon sign.  God has brought in all the money.  He plans to use me for His glory!  “I took you from the ends of the earth, from it farthest corner I called you. I said, ‘You are my servant,’ I have chosen you and have not rejected you.” (Isaiah 41:9)
 He has called and He has provided.
$3250!!!!!

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Holy & Merciful

$2530! I'm 80% there!  Four months until I travel to Uganda!  God is providing<3

“He has saved us and called us to a holy life—not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time,” - 2 Timothy 1:9

God truly is amazing.
Holy; Perfect; Completely sinless.
And here I am, addicted to sin.
Falling far short of perfection day after day.
I don't deserve His love. My sinful self deserves hell.
But God is amazing.
Not only did He create me, but He loved me enough to die for me.
The perfect and powerful maker of the universe took my place and died, so that I can live.
He doesn't need me, but He loves me so much that He gave me something that is the farthest thing from what I deserve, everlasting life in Heaven.
Amazing love<3

Reflecting on God's holiness, grace and mercy...<3